By ~ Gary Beer
My Experiences of the Multidimensional Universe
It was the love of Mother Mary, who carried me to The Center of My Soul, as my duality on this earth plane ended and brought me back home, whole as one again to fulfill the promises made to my wife.
The White Owl
This is a True Story;
The Story of a Family Crest
One of Family Name
One of Generations
One of Abductions
Of Fear and Remembrance
Lessons Of:
Controlling one’s Emotions
Expanding one’s Consciousness
Stepping Outside of the Box LITERALY
It was early May; there had been some bright and shiny days but always with a promise of showers. It is a very quiet and peaceful time of the year. It was a beautiful May in its own right, with only a few visitors’ at the resort this early in the season. The resort has an old and rustic feel to it. You can imagine the early settlers cutting ice from the lake in the winter, to keep the game and fish from spoiling during the hot days of July and August. Children would play in the lake during those hot days, as they enjoyed the short summer of North Eastern Washington.
The Owl flew to Cailen from across Bonaparte Lake.
Cailen sat by the private little dock, a gentle breeze broke the surface of the water as the reeds blew gently back and forth on the Lake. The Bass were just waking up after a long and cold winter and the Trout were aggressive and hungry as they jumped out of the water. The trees are plentiful with just enough space between them to feel secluded and alone. The resorts map did not show the campsite Cailen had chosen in the location it should have been. Therefore, in some respect he was hiding or just hidden. The only ones that would have even noticed Cailen during his stay would have been the other campers, except Cailen was the only one. Two cabin rentals were the only other visitors at the time. Cailen thought that this would be an appropriate place to sort out a very puzzling time of his life. A puzzle he had played with for as long as he could remember. However, Cailen was just now realizing it.
Cailen lives in a small community outside of Seattle. He rarely ventured very far away from his home, especially not alone, but this week was different. When his comrades were unable to join him on this trip, Cailen decided that he would go on this journey, by himself. He convinced himself that maybe this was what he needed to put his life into perspective. Maybe to try to understand what it is that has been influencing his dreams and fears, a journey into to his mind, his heart and soul.
He traveled the distance from his hometown to a nice little place called Bonaparte Resort. It took at least half the day to get there; it is not an easy drive with the rush and beat of the big cities. The Resort is nestled in the mountains, not far from the Pacific Northwest Trail on the southern Canadian border. Fresh crisp air blows over the mountains, sky and lake to transform the guests into a healthier and happier state of being. The Fishing and hunting is as good as any. The lakes and mountains transition to desert going west toward the town of Tonasket. Half way there, driving from Bonaparte Resort brings you to Hanging Rock. This is the point where Altitude and barometric pressure creates what I deem as the decent to hell. The temperature and the density of the air changes, as you round the corner of Hanging Rock. It is as if, you pass through a curtain between two different spaces. It reminds me of when I enter my doors, to connect with the things that most do not see, as I am pushed to “get to work”.
The area is abundant with wildlife. Rarely, a cougar will run through the campsites, during the hot days of summer or the coldest of the winter days. Then there is the occasional bear, looking for an easy meal. It is the beginning of the season for the local residents working at Bonaparte Resort. The people that work there are as diversified as one could imagine in such a small community. In general, ideas and thoughts of the world are not the same for the population that tends to levitate to the outermost reaches of what I consider, the only sanity that there is in the United States. The only natural state of living today is in nature. You have the homesteader’s that have lived there a hundred years or more and all the others that try to mimic them. You still have a large population of people who just want the government and family to leave them alone. Many are the lost souls whose path has been scattered. This is even true for me. I cook dinners a good portion of the nights there in the restaurant. In my case, as part of the diversification, which I bring, I do not blend much and I definitely do not mimic others. The man, who works on my days off, recently married the woman who had the desire to run the Lake Resort business out of the federally owned land just 3 years prior. The cabins, restaurant and few basic out buildings are all that comprise it. Just in the last few weeks before Mother’s Day, the amount of work and money it took to open up was enough to wake up and motivate the family of Bonaparte Resort after a long cold Tonasket winter. The snow pack was non-existence and the cold seeped deep into the ground sometime after Christmas last year. The pipes both water and sewer froze with it. The recently remodeled cabin above the shop burned down. The cause of this disaster was a fire made in the wood stove that stood in the corner of the shop. A family dog was lost in the fire along with most of the tools and the log splitter. The linens burned with the bunkhouse and out buildings that held supplies used for of the resort. Fire trucks that were called for never showed as expected. It is 27 miles from either the town of Republic or Tonasket. Rumor has it, and there is always a rumor in Wauconda, that the Fire Crew of Republic was checking on a gas leak at the Wauconda Meeting Hall, which is in the County of Okanogan. Bonaparte Resort is eight miles down Bunch road. The call to respond was received but the fire crew never arrived or dispatched because Republic is in Ferry County not in Okanogan County where the fire was burning. The dispatch operator relayed this fact to the Resort. The meeting hall is not in Ferry County, where the fire crew was.
The Resort was, put back together and new water pipes installed. The season opened only a couple days late this year, a fine achievement for the cast and crew of Bonaparte Resort, and to top it all off, the dock received a new deck and railings. Josie now sits with me on the dock, before, she was afraid of stepping in a hole or turning an ankle. Time this summer with Josie has been special, and we make the most of it. We fit in as much love and smiles that we can, without busting up laughing. For time does seem short these days. At the same time for each one of us, Josie and I have never been happier and feeling more accomplished with even a small bit of satisfaction that has come our way.
I had been working only a few days, when Cailen walked in for a bite to eat. It turns out to be the only meal that I served him during that particular stay at the lake. He was Irish true and through. His voice could be a haunting whisper or a booming laugh if needed to be, as he told me about himself. Bonds were forged and friendships made during those few short evenings as Cailen sipped beer, and I worked on the other side of the Bar as The Black Hat Cook at Bonaparte Resort Restaurant. Not much food was required those nights, just good conversation! Once again, I found myself talking about things that are…not secret…but not conversed about so easily with strangers. However, Cailen was different, so easy to talk to, willing to listen with an interest in the ideas and opinions I offered. That told me, he was searching for something. This insight that I might be able to help him, of me being one of the few that could, we both thought it possible. I am always more, than willing to explore, the possibilities of life with an interested party. For me this was an opportunity to start moving forward again. Last year, after having my existence expanded past my comfort zone, in the completion of collecting the pieces of myself, thru the Order of Light.
Scares that I received on that journey were part of my healing. I was covering my tracks and hiding in a world that confuses most, including other worldly visitors or more accurately interlopers. We all have energy signals that most beings are able to read. Most earthlings cannot see these vibrations of energy that run through all things. Some can use this feature to mask their feelings and intent, reminds me at times of intense poker players trying not to show emotion and fear. The interlopers only look for fear and pain not love and faith, which act like a repellent against them. I was retreating to the mundane rhythm of eating, sleeping and working. I was not licking my wounds, just trying to be unnoticed.
Until one day Trinity, my friend and co-worker, said. “A project is what I need” I poetically called it, The Redemption of the Slug.
Cailen confided in me, questions at first, possible commitments between us at the end. Cailen asked me about demons, Jesus as well and if I believed that, such things existed. I told Cailen about my first encounter with a demon, how Jesus saved me through the love of my Savior. It took twenty years to understand and start the healing of my etheric body that transforms the human body. After a demon enters into the spiritual mind of the unprepared adventurer, as had happened to me, it took my unrelenting love of Christ to break this grip. The Demon was removed it from my physical body, but he attached himself to my etheric body.
The first act of love and loyalty towards me by Arch Angel Michael was the Blessing of Self. He plunged his sword through my crown and into my heart center, my soul light, which removed this demon from my being. Michael also was showing me, by his act of opening up and clearing my energy pathways, that I was worthy of this world and connected to him. That is when I had my first glimmer of who I was. That attempt to control another earthly being backfired as I learned my lessons and searched for who I am.
We talked about things that do not seem real to most people, ghosts and fairies and my trust in angels who walk with me. Of what magic is made of, the creation of miracles and when the grace of god is given. That we are as important and powerful as any other being that exists, the right of our own self-will and the Love of Christ for all. I instilled a measure of faith and hope into Cailen as I recounted my experience with the “Order of Light” and “The One” to Cailen.
He, in turn told me about a dream, a dream that he had several times in the recent past about a glass box on a ship, it was a cell, with Cailen in it! He had not given this dream much thought until one night; he walked into his bedroom, and saw there, a Squat Furry Brown 3-4 ft. high being with huge oval black eyes! No, this was not a dream, as much as Cailen wished that it were. Once the creature realized Cailen was looking at it, it dissipated from Cailen’s view. This event triggered memories; he had a new awareness of manipulation of his self -being. After listening to his recollection and questions, the answer was quite clearly one of abduction. Cailen knew, but never had the courage to admit this to Him. Let alone a total stranger like myself, but this time he did both.
I asked Cailen if he knew who his angel was. Cailen said he did not, in his Irish accent that is sometimes funny and humorist and other times like a voice in the past as this time was.
While in bed after the second day of our conversations, I Asked Michael to tell me who Cailen’s angel was. I felt the answer more than heard it, which is usually the case in our communications. It was My Angel, Arch Angel Michael. I felt a deep connection towards Cailen. The type of feeling you get when you meet someone for the first time and you feel like there has been a long history with him that you cannot put your finger on. I saw what Michael was saying, that Cailen was another piece of my puzzle with the connection of kin.
I knew Cailen was special to me then, with more promise than he knows. I am like him. Early in our lives, while still young and unknowing. Sought out and used on paths not of our best interest. Tried and tested by the unseen aspects of another dimension, controlled not for the highest good of one’s self. We willingly detached ourselves from of the Love that protected us.
These energies flow through the dimensions. We can see those who interact with us from within these flows, that we insist do not exist. So wake up now and own your own self-right of existence. Negative dimensional beings seem to gravitate toward this Earth plane. They manipulate our emotions so they can feed off the negative energy that they created. I Told Cailen none of this on our next meeting only that I knew who his angel was.
After the owl visited him while he was sitting by the private dock that set on the shore next to his camp in the early dusk of the evening before. Cailen waited for me to start my shift the next day. Shortly after I settled in behind the grill, Cailen sat down on the stool in front of me, as he had for the past couple of days. He told me he was leaving. I asked why and Cailen responded with the pat reply he decided to tell me. He needed to get back to work. It was Memorial Weekend, I saw it for it was, just an excuse. Something was wrong. We had been making great gains into the truths of the puzzle that was his life. I told Cailen that indeed he did have an angel. He gave me a sheepish grin that glowed red from his Irish complexion and replied, “I know it’s Michael”. I in a queried voice asked him” have you ever allowed Arch Angel Michael to talk and work with you”. The answer was no, so I suggested Cailen give Michael permission to do so. I told him that our Arch Angel Michael was unsurpassed in all assemblages. I related to Cailen that I have even given Michael my free will and permission to move me forward in my path of life. However, I do not recommend this to anyone. My life has changed completely and it has not been easy. Cailen asked me if he could tell me something and never repeat it. I only asked him, what was it that he wanted to say. Cailen knew I was writing a book. I even let him read parts of it to show Cailen what could be possible of him. I do not want to violate his trust. I value the friendship we have made, so I keep his identity a secret.
Cailen confided in me that the owl visited him just about dusk the evening before. When Cailen saw the Owl, he felt that it was an image placed in his mind. He believed it was what They wanted him to see, not what was real. He was being warned that They were watching him! He felt that our conversations were to blame for this visit. He decided to leave in the morning. I expressed my hope that he would wait to leave until I came in for work the following day, and he said he would. We exchanged emails and phone numbers. Cailen left early the next morning, I have yet to reconnect with him as of this writing.
I saw how Trinity was right. I needed a project. I also saw, how this chance meeting with Cailen, was also right. It seemed to accommodate two life paths, not a destiny, but of needs being met, as the energies of Life’s Mirrors are attracted toward each other. Forward I proceeded, as last year. Almost exactly one year ago, I experienced lessons that moved me out of my comfort zone and my protection area. The truth of my own existence once again was expanding my mind, body and spirit. “Hopefully” I joked with my wife Josie “that I won’t have to die this year”. Last year was a very eye opening experience to say the least.
With Cailen gone it was time to keep my word. I would do what I could to help him. I lay down by my wife’s side as I settled into bed that evening. I did as I had promised. I would send The Order of Light for Cailen’s protection. My monks responded immediately to watch over him. Protection of family lines not only for Cailen but also for me, I soon would find out why row after row of my now Grey, no longer brown, Robed Monks responded to my call.
Delving into Cailen’s energy streams with the intention of gaining what was haunting him. I reached out and connected myself to Cailen and blended are fields of thoughts, to find out about the origin of his family’s generational contacts. They came to me. Fast and furious was there response, as They tried to push my intention away from Cailen.
It has been 8 months since I stood up against a wrong toward Humanity as a whole. As Individuals allowed their Sacred Right of Self Determination of who they are, to be taken away or abused by fear.
I had nothing to gain personally by helping Cailen. In fact the opposite would hold true. I opened up a so-called, Can of Worms, toward a Race of Beings that stand as One collectively. They believe controlling another is not wrong. I exposed our inherent right of free will, about and toward them. I claimed Cailen as mine, a part of the same heritage that I carry forth prior to any Agreement made. The truth of my claims negated there original contract of Future Son’s and Daughter’s. It mattered not to They, as we stood in conflict and war was in there minds.
However, through negotiations from governesses that I did not know existed. That does govern to some degree, the interactions between the different dimensions of Beings. We agreed to let Free Will make its choice. After several days of compilations with Michael, Mary and Gabriel. so I disconnected my energy streams. Threats toward my Lines of Family, as They were willing to trade one for one, did not influence my reluctant retreat. In fact it made me want to stand firm, to protect my own. Cailen allowed fear to rule his heart. I still have issues with this because instilled fear is not Free Will in my mind. Nevertheless, as a Bigger Logical Picture it still was free will,
I will one day soon I hope share the details, once the Veils lift further and their negative energy becomes less available on our New Earth Plane as a whole. As of today, I am held in check not to re-enter into my dialog, even past tense because there is no time or space in this matter, and I do not break my truce at least not today.
The White Owl sits on Arch Angel Michael’s right shoulder.
During the last days of June my wife Josie, had what most people would think of as a vision. It was a thought-form created and given by her guides, one of clarity of a misunderstanding by me, about the white owl. I had jumped to conclusions without putting in the work to find the truth. This vision was of a book. A very old, book with heavy covers, fine calligraphy and depicted borders, Josie described it as European in style. In her vision, the white owl of light flew over the book. It opened to a page that appeared to start with a large ornate W, then flew and landed on the right shoulder of an angel of great stature who hands where clasped on the hilt of a sword that touched the ground before him. It was Arch Angel Michael, a brother, father and my kin. The white owl of light is a guardian of those whom Michael holds tight. Was this book one of old family history, or could it have been the actual Akashic Records of Cailen. Cailen’s angel is Michael. The White Owl of Light is a warning of a coming intrusion; The Owl is a sentinel of Cailen, by his Angel Michael whom it sits upon the right shoulder of.
With this understanding maybe now, I will be able to connect with Cailen as we bring forward the truth. Josie my wife has the ability to collect information that is as important, as the energy streams, I am able to manipulate that run thru all of us.
The molding of one’s personal energy streams is how magic is used and miracles created.
Chapter Two:
The One, The Other and The Order of Light.
The Right and Left Hand Sides of the Bowl
Shadows of self are as real as your light and just as important.
This is a story of entering into to the heart of my soul, returning completely as one, from Duality into Singularity.
God endowed Melchizedek,
This endowment was to move the people forward to a more singular stream of life. By joining the church and state into one office, so people could live a less dualistic state of life. In this case, Melchizedek held both offices. In fact, the controlling influences in today’s world have used this same exact strategy, not for the growth of humankind, as was the original intent, but for only the control of humankind. Once the church and state placed the laws of control in place, they once again separated them. Moses did so, when he declared the law of church and state is separate. Moses’s Law, was done in Love for the people and does not supersede the law of Melchizedek.
How do I know this about Melchizedek…only what I have seen about myself…a bit of consciousness of him and of David, also who I am. The first time I was introduced into the energies of this consciousness, was on February 5, 2015. After my first Dolphin Brain Balancing Chamber of Light, which was also a healing of my Brain. That saved my life on that Super bowl morning. I brought in my father, Arch Angel Michael, to honor and to show my love for him. I do so by bowing on the ground at his feet. Michael, who always picks me up off my knees and brushes me off, and insists that I am his equal, Gabriel says so to. I bowed before Michael, as I honored and thanked him for all he has done for me. I kneel as my forearms and palms of my hands touch the ground, with my forehead resting on them. I ask Michael that all I do would be in honor of him and not of me. Michael placed the tip of his sword on the top of my head, and said “Granted”. I waited for him to remove the tip of his sword so I could stand up by his side, as he always insists I do. As I patiently waited for Michael, I heard- Templar Sect. No, Temple Sect, no not right, Te-M-Ple Sect, closer, but not sure.
The Collective Consciousness of Melchizedek
4,000 yrs. ago, I lay on pillows of silk that are as ornate as any King had lain upon. The pillows rest on marble which craftsmanship was not wasted. My wife of two-life time’s ago is by my side, she was the one I was trying to find and the connection between us. I found her and the answers that I had asked my angels to show me. She was the one I wanted to know about and why I felt so close to someone that I barely knew. As always, the answer was also my door that I so desperately needed to open. The question I had been trying to remember for almost 40 years. Who I was in my past lives? Now I know the last two. Evan and The Other. Evan who is this life’s shadow, my higher self that I have merged fully with, by my raising of the vibratory rate on a cellular level so that are energies could vibrate as one, Evan has walked in and is part of me now. The Other, is this chapter of my story.
As I lay as the Lord Melchizedek, being fanned with branches of palm, by my people. As I eat fruits, drink wine, and laugh with the love of that lifetime, my companion. The connection between her and I was pure, pure of heart, as it was for all the people who lived under my rule, everyone was happy. I felt this through my heart and knew it to be true.
The vision was short but full of life. I found more than I could have asked for, answers of a lifetime.
I met a person from a past dream of a distant life that I had not discovered in this life until now.
How was I going to inform my current project at the time, that I found the connection between us and lay it before her without incurring the wrath and jealousy of this life’s husband? Most people cannot separate the feeling of spiritual family and earthly feelings because we immerse ourselves in physical illusion. The truth is easy to tell, the trick is the timing as Mother Mary taught me, as witnessed by Josie and Squirrel, when Mother Mary called to me and said, “It’s time” on Father’s Day of Last Year just days before I died.
Therefore, I told the truth as I told the history of us. This history is important for her to be whole, for her to collect her pieces back as I did. Because she is dying as I was and needed to find the truth as I did, so she can save her life also. She walks as a wounded solider since she refuses to find the truth of herself. Even as I try to heal her, today my angels tell me she is not ready. Her story, I feel will be my next end, but not my Final End of the story. As my circle closes, Josie still keeps me home, even today she dreams her wishes and adds her intentions to keep me home, whole and safe. Josie’s wishes have a tendency to be honored by those Josie walks her paths with. There is always hope that my time will not pass until Josie’s lesson of this life is learned as she passes thru this lifetime. Everyday this summer we hold our love for what we have become here on our sanctuary, as we bask in each other’s glory and light. I do not know when it is my time to pass thru this plane of life, and I do not want to know. It is not far away to be sure. My circles close. Against all odds, I read my Ka Template and saw Ascension as a possibility of this life and it is becoming the truth. This is a truth too fantastical to make up, of how life contracts are completed.
Te-Em-Ple Order of Melchizedek
As I was pondering the words and meaning that I heard, my body was infused with a different vibrational energy than I have not experienced before. A natural energy since we are vibratory creatures. As Michael said these words, these thought forms called forth a group of monks, brown robed and hooded. I say called forth since that is how I perceived it. Their energy and light was already present. I was allowed to notice them, allowed is not the right term. I was lifted up to a higher frequency by the energy Michael blessed me with and the veil lifted as I was raised to a Higher Dimensional Reality that I still today work through.
As I looked at them, I noticed a layering of the robes that hid their faces. I felt no emotions from them. This told me that they hold themselves tight, no telltale signs of any thought or direction. No desires or fears that would allow any being perceive who they are. Just a neutral state of being, one of deep oaths and vows taken, all tasks are just as equally important.
Once I opened up my heart to them I felt a sense of both jubilation and doubt, curiosity abound them all. I felt great waves of expectations flow through me. I understood what Michael expected of me. To be a part of The Order of Light, which is the name I gave them. That is how I learned to work with them, thru my heart with bolder fuller thought forms than I was required to do with Michael and Gabriel. My guides always seem to anticipate my reactions with one of their own. So that I never run out of questions or get an infinitive answer. As I move through my training and learn what a Human Body is capable of and how the Universe is sitting in the palm of your hand waiting for you to engage it. I have questioned for what I am being trained for. I have pondered and talked to Josie many times about this. Never have I asked my teachers why I am doing what I do, because each task that we have taken answered the same question of why. It is important that I find my own answers as I travel through this space and time. This is another one of my lessons to learn.
## Author clarification of 6D and 7D
The 7D Legion of Light sits on the edge of 6D, where the two dimensions intersect and overlap, as all dimensions do. This entry point allows the Legion of Light to enter the lower heavens of 6D easily. It also allows me to enter 7D through a 3D perspective.
I can enter 6D naturally. Earth resides in 6D at this time, so access is available, but 7D is a stretch for an Earthling. I make the transition when able. At first, AA Michael had to give me the frequency to match. He raised my frequency so I could match it and move into 7D. After a few times, I was able to use my own sound to enter 7D.
## Additional passages from the earlier Owl draft
These passages have no close paragraph match in the REV 2 narrative. They remain separate until their placement and chronology are reviewed.
My Thanks, for the love of Mother Mary,
He traveled the distance from his hometown to a nice little place called Bonaparte Resort. It took at least half the day to get there; it is not an easy drive with the rush and beat of the big cities. The Resort is nestled in not far from the Pacific Crest Trail on Canada’s southern border. Fresh crisp air and overall beauty of the tree’s, mountains and sky somehow transforms the guest into a healthier and happier place of being. The fishing and hunting was good as any of the other lakes and rivers that cut through and around the mountains that transitioned toward a more desert type of geography to the west toward the town of Tonasket. The wildlife is abundant with cougars known to run through campsites during the hot days later in the summer. With the occasional, bear looking for an easy meal. It is the beginning of the season for the local residents working at Bonaparte Resort. The people that work there are as diversified as one could have hoped for in such a small community. General ideas and thoughts of the world are not the same for the population that tends to levitate to the outmost stretches of what is left, of what I consider, is the only sanity that is still left in the United States. The only natural state of living still is in nature. (shorten or make two sentences)[ok] You have the homesteader’s that have lived there a hundred years and more and all the others that try to mimic them. You still have a large population of people who just want to be left alone by government and family, many lost souls whose paths have been scattered. This is even true for me.
I cook dinners a good portion of the nights there in the restaurant. So there is not much blending I can do in my case. The husband who worked the nights I did not was recently married to the lady who caught the bug and bought the right to run a business out of the federally owned land just 4 years prior. (?)The cabins, restaurant and few basic out buildings are all that comprised it. Just in the last few weeks, the amount of work and money it took to open up for Mother’s Day was enough to wake up and motivate the family of Bonaparte after a long cold Tonasket winter. The snow pack was non-existence and the cold seeped deep into the ground sometime after Christmas last year. The pipes both water and sewer froze with it. The apartment above the garage which was the one cabin that been redone in the last few years, burned down, A fire that was made in the stove that never should have been lit. But was. It was a wood stove in the corner of the shop, a dusty shop in fact. A dog missed was lost in the fire along with most of the tools and the log splitter. The linens burned with the bunkhouse and out buildings that were used for supplies of the resort. The fire trucks that were called for never showed. This was common for the area; it is 27 miles from either the town of Republic or Tonasket. Rumor has it, there was always a rumor to be had in Wauconda, the call to respond had been received by a fire crew but they never were dispatched because Republic is in Ferry County, not in Okanogan County were the fire was burning at Bonaparte Resort. The Crew Chief did not tell them that the Ferry County Fire crew was only eight miles away down Bunch road. The Fire Crew of Republic was checking on a gas leak at the Wauconda Meeting Hall, which is in the County of Okanogan. This fact was relayed to the Resort from the dispatch operator. So once again, favors are made on one side but the right thing to do is left alone on the other. Even small town politics are broken these days.
While in bed after the second day of our conversations, I Asked my angel, Arch Angel Michael to tell me who Cailen’s angel was. I felt the answer more than heard it, which is usually the case in our communications. It was my Michael, The Arch Angel. I felt a deep connection towards Cailen, the type of feeling you get when you meet someone for the first time, you feel like there has been a long history with him in the past that you can put your finger on. I saw what Michael was saying, that Cailen was another piece of my puzzle with the connection of kin. I knew Cailen was special to me then. That Cailen had more promise than he knows. I like him, who are sought after early in their lives while still young and unknowing. Tried and tested by the unseen aspect of another dimension and used on paths that is not of our own best interest and controlled not for the highest good of ones self. We willingly detach are selves from any knowledge of the energies that created us that flow through all dimensions, and yes we can see them, those that hunt us from within the energy flows, that we insist don’t exist. And yes, they do eat us from time to time. So wake up now and own your own self-right of existence. Lower 5th dimensional beings seem too attracted to us, just like when ghosts are attracted to power spots on the Earth. I Told Cailen nothing of this on our next meeting only that I knew who his angel was.
The ONE and the OTHER
I move forward, as I always do, with love for myself, but mostly for my angels and those that I help. Onward I go with heart. No, fear for myself, no doubt about whose love that holds me, the love of Michael, Mary, and Jesus. Jesus who walks on my left hand side now in the place of Gabriel, it is Jesus, the man who walked on earth, who holds me tight as all my angels do, as we walk the Path of Light together. Arch Angel Michael who as always stands behind me, a reminder that Michael always has my back. Mother Mary who joined me a year ago stands on my right, and now Jesus on my left. I wield The Sword of Truth when the four of us join as one. The sword is a Tool of Light, but it is still a sword. A sword that cuts both ways to the truth, it shall cut the things that are not of Love & Light. It will show them the truth of who they are, and the truth of who I am….mostly 3rd dimensional….a truth that my angel’s masked and hide from those I oppose, until I am able to stand up on my own. This I will do once I come to terms with my humanistic roots. Once I can truly hold the energies of what I am, (a higher dimensional being having a human experience). Once I can hold my truth then the sword will not cut me so deep. The Sword of Truth holds no promises, no favors, only truth. As of today, in order to use this tool, because it is a Tool of Truth, I must come to terms of who I am, not whom I think or wish I was. I must hold my truth, no matter what that truth is. Truth is the acceptance of who I am at my vibratory rate, at any given moment of time. This does not mean I have to be perfect or even enlightened. Only to accept whom I am and claim who I am, nothing else. The swords power lies with the deception of one’s self. It will show the truth of ones being, of the lies and deception that we established toward our self, to mold our own energies. In addition, it will reveal the truth of the being to all parties involved, on both sides of the Sword. It plays no favorites. This gift, which I have received, is a very special one.
This also means that I am no longer hiding the truth, a being of this earthly plane. A truth that has been hidden and masked, mostly by Mother Mary who held me so very tight in her love and light. The hiding of this truth kept me alive with the one, as I collected myself while still the other.
As now I realize on this month of June, I no longer I hide!
Still I question the, Synchronicity of the Mirrors, of this year as compared to last year. How my path seemed to feed and expand off the energies and intent that I put forth, as my lessons and paths intertwined. A project becomes a lesson and the lesson becomes a path. The mirrors, which we all experience, are to help move us forward in life. The mirrors show us who we are at any given moment, by attracting like energies [people] into are lives, to show us are good points, but mostly to mirror the parts of our lives that we need to change. By showing us, things in other people that we need to realign or rethink about ourselves. So that all people can move forward gracefully through self-change.
Why then do I have this huge Déjà Vu’ moment when I see the plans and lessons from last year match what seems to be unfolding this year….but all the rules have changed. I truly was afraid a month ago when all that I believed about love and light, its concepts and truths that kept me on my path and alive seemed to have had its lines blurred. The truth of the lines drawn, or laws, changes only by my perception of them, hence the mirroring of my mirrors, the changing of my current reality. Does it make sense? Duality and Singularity are the same exact things, just different Concepts.
Allowed isn’t the right term, I was lifted up to a higher frequency by the energy Michael blessed me with, that then lifted the veil as I was raised to a 6th Dimensional Reality that I still today work through.
## Alternate wording from the earlier Owl draft
These overlapping accounts are kept outside the reading sequence. Identical paragraphs are omitted from this comparison section.
### Earlier passage 4 corresponding to REV 2 passage 4
Who carried me to The Center of My Soul, so my duality on this earth plane could end and brought me back home, whole as one again to fulfill the promises made to my wife.
### Earlier passage 5 corresponding to REV 2 passage 5
Chapter One: The White Owl
### Earlier passage 18 corresponding to REV 2 passage 18
Cailen sat by the private little dock, a gentle breeze broke the surface of the water as the reeds blew gently back and forth on the Lake. The Bass were just waking up after a long and cold winter. The Trout were aggressive and hungry as they jumped out of the water. The trees are plentiful with just enough space between them to feel secluded and alone. The campsite Cailen had chosen was not on the map in the location it should be. Therefore, in some respect he was hiding or just hidden. The only ones that would have even noticed Cailen during his stay would have been the other campers, except Cailen was the only one. Two cabin rentals were the only other visitors at the time. Cailen thought that this would be an appropriate time to sort out a very puzzling time of his life. A puzzle he had played with for as long as he could remember. However, Cailen was just now realizing it.
### Earlier passage 19 corresponding to REV 2 passage 19
Cailen lives in a small Seattle community. He rarely ventured very far away from his home, especially not alone, but this week was different. When his comrades were unable to join him on this trip, Cailen decided that he would go on this journey, by himself. He convinced himself that maybe this was what he needed to put his life into perspective. Maybe to try to understand what it is that has been influencing his dreams and fears, a journey into to his mind, his heart and soul.
### Earlier passage 22 corresponding to REV 2 passage 22
As the Resort was, put back together and new water pipes installed. The season opened only a couple days late this year, a fine achievement for the cast and crew of Bonaparte, and to top it all off the dock received a new deck and railings. Josie now sits with me on the dock, before, she was afraid of stepping in a hole or turning an ankle. Time this summer with Josie has been special, and we tend to make the most of it, there is a need to fit in as much love and smiles that we can stand without busting up laughing. For time does seem short these days. At the same time for each one of us, Josie and I have never been happier and feeling more accomplished with even a small bit of satisfaction that has come our way.
### Earlier passage 23 corresponding to REV 2 passage 23
I had been working only a few days, when Cailen walked in for a bite to eat. It turns out to be the only meal that I served him during that particular stay at the lake. He was Irish true and through. His voice could be a haunting whisper or a booming laugh if needed to be, as he told me about himself. Bonds were forged and friendships made during those few short evenings as Cailen sipped beer, and I worked on the other side of the Bar as The Black Hat Cook at Bonaparte Resort Restaurant. Not much food was required those nights, just good conversation! Once again, I found myself talking about things that are…not secret…but not conversed about so easily with strangers. However, Cailen was different, so easy to talk to, willing to listen with an interest in the ideas and opinions I offered. That told me, he was searching for something. This insight that I might be able to help him, of me being one of the few that could, we both thought possible. I am always more, than willing to explore, the possibilities of life with an interested party. For me this was an opportunity to start moving forward again. Last year, after having my existence expanded past my comfort zone, in the completion of collecting the pieces of myself, thru the Order of Light. I spent all winter trying to return to my 3rd dimensional roots. I retreated to the mundane rhythm of eating, sleeping and working. Trinity, my friend and co-worker, had said. “A project is what I needed” I poetically called it, The Redemption of the Slug.
### Earlier passage 24 corresponding to REV 2 passage 26
Cailen confided in me, questions at first, possible commitments between us at the end. Cailen asked me about demons, Jesus as well and if I believed that, such things existed. I told Cailen about my first encounter with a demon, how Jesus saved me through my love of my Savior. How it took, twenty years to understand and to start the healing of my etheric body that transforms the human body. After a demon enters into the spiritual mind of the unprepared adventurer, as had happened to me, it took an unrelenting love for my Savoir Christ the Lord to break his grip and then the Blessing of Self by Arch Angel Michael, his first act of love and loyalty towards me. To show me that I was worthy of this world, he finally released this demon completely by plunging his sword of light into and through my crown and down into my heart center. That is when I had my first glimmer of who I was. Their attempt to control another earthly being of power backfired as I learned my lesson and searched for who I am and found my true power of self!
### Earlier passage 25 corresponding to REV 2 passage 28
We talked about things that do not seem real to most people, ghosts and fairies and my trust in angels who walk with me. Of what magic is made of, how miracles are created and when the grace of god is given. That we are as important and powerful as any other being that exists, the right of our own self-will and the judgment of Christ for all. I instilled a measure of faith and hope into Cailen. I recounted my experience with the “Order of Light” and “The One” to Cailen.
### Earlier passage 26 corresponding to REV 2 passage 29
He, in turn told me about a dream, a dream that he had several times in the recent past about a glass box on a ship, it was a cell, with Cailen in it! He had not given this dream much thought until one night; he walked into his bedroom, and saw there, a Squat Brown 3-4 ft. high being with huge oval black eyes! No, this was not a dream, as much as Cailen wished that it were. Once the creature realized Cailen was looking at it, it dissipated from Cailen’s view. This event triggered memories; he had a new awareness of manipulation of his self [being]. After listening to his reminiscing and questions, the answer, I felt confident was quite clearly one of abduction. Cailen knew, but never had he been able to admit this to Himself, let alone a total stranger like myself, but this time he did. I asked Cailen if he knew who his angel was. Cailen said he did not, in his Irish accent that is sometimes funny and humorist and other times like a voice in the past.
### Earlier passage 28 corresponding to REV 2 passage 34
After the owl visited him while he was sitting by the private dock that set on the shore next to his camp in the early dusk of the evening before. Cailen waited for me to start my shift the next day. Shortly after I settled in behind the grill, Cailen sat down on the stool in front of me, as he had for the past couple of days. He told me he was leaving. I asked him why and Cailen responded with the pat reply he already decided to tell me. He needed to get back to work. It was Memorial Weekend, I saw it for it was, just an excuse. Something was wrong. We had been making great gains into the truths of the puzzle that was his life. I told Cailen that indeed he did have an angel. He gave me a sheepish grin that glowed red from his Irish complexion and replied, “I know it’s Michael”. I in a queried voice asked him ”have you ever allowed Arch Angel Michael to talk and work with you”. The answer was no, so I informed Cailen to give Michael permission to do so. I told him that our Arch Angel Michael was the biggest bad ass of them all. I confided to Cailen that I have even given Michael my free will and permission to move me forward in my path of life. However, I do not recommend this to anyone, my life has changed completely and it has not been easy. Cailen asked me if he could tell me something and never repeat it, except for present company. I only asked him, what was it that he wanted to say. Cailen knew I was writing a book. I even let him read parts of it to show Cailen what could be possible of him.
### Earlier passage 29 corresponding to REV 2 passage 35
Cailen confided in me that the owl visited him just about dusk the evening before. As Cailen saw the owl, he felt that an image was placed in his mind, which he was able to accept. He believed it was what They wanted him to see, not what was real. He was being warned that They were watching him! He felt that our conversations were to blame for this visit. He decided to leave in the morning. I expressed my hope that he would wait to leave until I came in for work the following day, and he said he would. We exchanged emails and phone numbers. Cailen left early the next morning, I have yet to reconnect with him as of this writing.
### Earlier passage 30 corresponding to REV 2 passage 36
I saw how Trinity was right. I needed a project. I also saw, how this chance meeting with Cailen, was also right. It seemed to accommodate two life paths, not a destiny, but of needs being met, as the energies of Life’s Mirrors are attracted toward each other. Forward I went, as last year. Almost exactly one year ago, I experienced lessons that moved me out of my comfort zone and my protection area. The truth of my own existence once again was expanding my mind, body and spirit. “Hopefully” I joked with my wife Josie “that I won’t have to die this year”. Last year was a very eye opening experience to say the least.
### Earlier passage 31 corresponding to REV 2 passage 37
With Cailen gone it was time to keep my word. I would do what I could to help him. I lay down by my wife’s side and I settled into bed that evening. I did as I had promised that I would send The Order of Light for Cailen’s protection. My monks responded immediately to watch over him. Protection of family lines not only for Cailen but also for me, I soon would find out why row after row of my now Grey {not brown} Robed Monks responded to my call.
### Earlier passage 32 corresponding to REV 2 passage 38
I delved into Cailen’s energy streams, with the intention of just getting a feel of what was haunting him. I wanted to explore and find out about the (origin of this family’s generational contacts.
### Earlier passage 33 corresponding to REV 2 passage 44
During the last days of June my wife Josie, had what most people would think of as a vision. It was a thought-form created and given by her guides, one of clarity of a misunderstanding by me, about the white owl. I had jumped to conclusions without putting in the work to find the truth. This vision was of a book. An ornate book with fine calligraphy and depicted borders, Josie described it as European in style. In her vision, the white owl of light flew over the opened book of a beginning page that started with a large W, then flew and landed on the right shoulder of an angel of great stature who hands where clasped on the hilt of a sword that touched the ground before him. It was Arch Angel Michael, a brother, father and my kin. The white owl of light is a guardian of those whom Michael holds tight. Was this book one of old family history, or could it have been the actual Akashic Records of Cailen. Cailen’s angel is Michael. The White Owl of Light is a warning of a coming intrusion; The Owl is a sentinel of Cailen, by his Angel Michael whom it sits upon the right shoulder of.
### Earlier passage 34 corresponding to REV 2 passage 45
Maybe now I will be able to connect with Cailen as we bring forward the truth. Josie my wife has the ability to collect information that is important, as I am able to manipulate the energy streams that run thru all of us. This molding of one’s personal energy streams is how magic is used and miracles created.
### Earlier passage 42 corresponding to REV 2 passage 55
The Order of Light, the Collective Consciousness of Melchizedek.
### Earlier passage 43 corresponding to REV 2 passage 53
4,000 yrs. ago, God endowed Melchizedek. This endowment was to move the people forward to a more singular stream of life. By joining the church and state into one office, so people could live a less dualistic state of life. In this case, Melchizedek held both offices. In fact, the controlling influences in today’s world have used this same exact strategy, not for the growth of humankind, as was the original intent, but for only the control of humankind. (The creation of today’s modern bible)
### Earlier passage 44 corresponding to REV 2 passage 54
How do I know this about Melchizedek…only what I have seen about myself…a bit of consciousness of him and David is also who I am. The First time that I was introduced to the energies of this sixth dimensional consciousness was February 5, 2015. After my first Dolphin Brain Balancing Chamber of Light. I brought in my father {a story in its self-}, Arch Angel Michael to honor and too show him my love of him. As always, I do so by bowing on the ground at his feet. Michael, who always picks me up off my knees and brushes me off, and insists that I am his equal, Gabriel says so to. I bowed before Michael, as I honored and thanked him for all he has done for me. As I kneel on the ground with my hands palms down and forearms touching the ground and with my forehead resting on them, I ask Michael that all I do would be in honor of him and not of myself. Michael placed the tip of his sword on the top of my head, and said “Granted”. I waited for him to remove the tip of his sword so I could stand up by his side, as he always insists I do. As I patiently waited for Michael, I heard- Templar Sect. No, Temple Sect, no not right, Te-M-Ple Sect, closer, but not sure. As I was pondering the words and meaning that I heard, my body was infused with a different vibrational energy than I have not experienced before. A natural energy since we are vibratory creatures. As Michael said these words, these thought forms called forth a group of monks, brown robed and hooded. I say called forth since that is how I perceived it. Their energy and light was already present. I was authorized to notice them.
### Earlier passage 46 corresponding to REV 2 passage 64
As I looked at them the layering of the robes around the head hid their faces. I felt no emotions from them. This told me that they hold themselves tight, no telltale signs of any thought or direction. No desires or fears that would allow any being perceive who they are. Just a neutral state of being, one of deep oaths and vows taken, all tasks are just as equally important.
### Earlier passage 47 corresponding to REV 2 passage 65
Once I opened up my heart to them I felt a sense of both jubilation and doubt, curiosity abound them all. I felt a great wave of expectations flow through me. I understood what Michael expected of me. To be a part of The Order of Light, which is the name I gave them. That is how I learned how to work together with them. Thru my heart with bolder fuller thought forms, than I was required to do before, as with Michael and Gabriel. They and my other guides always seem to anticipate my reactions with one of their own, So that I never run out of questions or get an infinitive answer. I am always pushed and tugged to the way that is now required of me for my training, that training continues as long as I continue to go forward on the path of light. I have questioned what I am being trained for. I have pondered and talked to Josie many times about this. Never have I asked my teachers why I am doing what I do, because each task that we have taken answered the same question of why. It is important that I find my own answers as I travel through this space and time. This is one of my lessons to learn.
## Dated conversations and later material from REV 2
Preserved separately from the opening narrative for future book organization.
Chapter 4
Human Brain
Am not sure how this is going to flow into ths book , put I trust.
4/11/15
The last 48 hrs
Conversation started Wednesday
4/8, 10:43am Gary Beer; Everything thing you mentioned is just a perception in duality. It is not what you are; DNA altercation is just another form of an experience. Do not align to closely with the fundamentals of your expression, As you create your own expression of Self it becomes perfected in the Image you project and grows as you grow within this perfection of self-creation. Every thought and emotion creates the façade that you are at this time. The HU-Man body is malleable as you create and shape it by your energy that is your own, different from all others, as you shape it towards the true Self of the I Am, and god that is you.
4/9, 5:32am Stacey; heart emoticon, thanks sorry i missed your message
4/9, 7:12am Gary Beer; Good Morning and Thank You my friend
4/9, 7:15am Stacey; its midnight for me so im off to bad lol
4/9, 7:32am Gary Beer; I have struggled with the good evil why some innocents suffer. It comes down to perception of the self from self. We all have lessons to learn through experiences. We are all the good guy and the a bad guy, sometimes in the same life experience we are both and sometimes as a long lifetime lesson theses are separate. As are karma unfolds we do the same to and towards the lessons of others in unfolding there karma or lessons. The energy that we put on Mother Earth as a whole Race dictates how severe or loving, are lessons can be learned. So war base governments allow suffering to the People as a self-creation not a God creation. The creation of our Earthly condition is made by every action and thought by the little g gods as created as a single thought form that defines the human condition on a daily basis. So we have hope every minute every day as we awake and tip the balance to a Love base state and not the Fear base State, as today. Which is quickly changing by you and I.
4/9, 7:33am Gary Beer; Good Night is 7:30 am here, lol
Thursday 4/9, 4:39pm Stacey; im kinds hanging in the neutral area at the moment
4/9, 4:49pm Gary Beer; Nice to go on neutral and just be
4/9, 4:53pm Stacey; when god and satan appear to be as bad as each other or swap identies then its time to bail
we have someone pretending to be god
4/9, 4:54pm Gary Beer; So you are learning lessons of self. Blood moon orientated.
I have bailed too in same circumstance
4/9, 4:54pm Stacey; that thing in our bible is not god, its a creator god and it has less morals than us
4/9, 4:54pm Gary Beer; Could be you
4/9, 4:55pm Stacey; im not worshipping the sun nor the moon, i dont worship anything
apparently im a sinner but i dont do satan either lol
i dont understand it,
4/9, 4:56pm Gary Beer; I do not either just Jesus. as you so Hold onto to Jesus and only Jesus until you can clear your emotional body of all wrong conclusions
4/9, 4:57pm Stacey; i can see the thing they call god, but as soon as you give it children i get lost
it stops being a god
4/9, 4:57pm Gary Beer; We are all sinners everyday it is the Human 3D condition this is a truth to accept and forgive self for every day.
4/9, 4:58pm Stacey; the words of our god were spoken by aan alien not a god, thats how i see it
4/9, 4:58pm Gary Beer; Explain are we talking genetic material like embryos
4/9, 4:59pm Stacey; yes
they are not gpds they are advanced life pretending to be the original creator
im not getting into a genetic family fued
4/9, 5:00pm Gary Beer; Okay you have some deep rooted past present thoughts and ideas that are false. Let’s get back to clearing your emotional body.
You are a God I am a God but we are not the creators of this universe only interact in it
4/9, 5:01pm Stacey; i do fine till people pull in religion, then alll i see are lies
4/9, 5:03pm Gary Beer; So if your free will is being violated then state that and go from there. We need an anchor point a point A to move toward a conclusion or understanding
Sochi religion is one thing truth of self is another
All religion’s say the same thing it is perception that get in the way
As long as you know that, your right of free will is inherent and nothing can take that away unless allowed
4/9, 5:05pm Stacey; i understand it all if im left alone lol i see what we do to animals in labs, we are just learning that it has ben done to us it all. what they did suits them not us, so its bad for us but good for them
i think we run on auto pilot unless we use free will
like breathing
4/9, 5:07pm Gary Beer; Yes we live in a Controlled World Society that wants are free will in there box, though religion, media chemtrials government worldwide…it is up to you to take control of SELF
So controlling your thoughts emotions is a start
4/9, 5:08pm Stacey; i doubt god ever siad any of the things attributed to him. it has been said on his behalf by others who can see the patterns of the universe and can translate them
pfft i dont get the god thing as its been given to us
4/9, 5:09pm Gary Beer;
Learning how to run energy through your body properly will start cleansing your thought process
4/9, 5:10pm Stacey; thought/ideas with faith/belief and emotion of love of what you are doing is how we create
i see the formula
to control my thoughts i have learnt to recognise them first
i can replace them with nothing but id rather think
4/9, 5:11pm Gary Beer; God isn’t given, God isn’t define only by soci religons, God is not being it is thought, your thought interacts within Gods thought…so God come from within only
4/9, 5:12pm Stacey; i have a brain injury and i couldnt think for at least 2yrs, im not giving that up. id rather learn to control them
yes, i can only see god within us
4/9, 5:13pm Gary Beer; No wrong conclusions. You need to recognize your own thought patterns
Your Brain is amazing and rewires so completely so fast but you need to have a healthy thought process for healthy rewiring
4/9, 5:15pm Stacey; i know it feels good to not think, ive been there and its awesome. however you cant live in a solid world without a solid body so we have to think so we can look after it
i cant keep up with my brains recovery lol it feels slow but then its too fast to keep up with tooo
4/9, 5:16pm Gary Beer; YES think do not disassociate
4/9, 5:16pm Stacey; um still getting my vocab back, i dont remember the meaning of alot of words
4/9, 5:18pm Gary Beer; so let us start again towards healing. Clearing emotional body properly running energy for you today is necessary for you right now to start a proper rewiring of the brain
4/9, 5:18pm Stacey; i am coming out with words now that have me going oh wow, did u se that sentence haha then i have to look up the words to make sure they are the right ones
its like ive woken being able to speak in another language haha but its the one i know but its new again
4/9, 5:19pm Gary Beer; don’t associate to closely to your processes until you clear your body from emotional attachments
4/9, 5:20pm Stacey; well i have a broken heart at the moment so i think ill wallow in self pity for a little bit longer hahaha
4/9, 5:21pm Gary Beer; So if you want to go forward in a cognitive way let’s do so but it means work to do
lol I am out. Take control of your energy or wallow and spirit dies…good day
4/9, 5:23pm Stacey; im trying to learn but im also recovering and i have alot of adjusting to do as well, i cant see properly, i cant drive, read, write, its crazy, im in my own little world, i cant communicate easily
yes i know what a have to do, just accept what is and live it
4/9, 5:31pm Gary Beer; You need to process your thoughts to allow release of emotional ties
Why is your heart broken my love
Remember so many love you right now
I have Angels ready to hold and love you and help you if allowed
You are doing so good right now
4/9, 5:34pm Stacey; because i want somethig i cant have lol its ok i knew i couldnt have it but i exposed myself to wanting it anyway lol self inflicted, sometimes its worth the risk even though you know its not ment to happen
4/9, 5:34pm Gary Beer; You are on the way to recovering
Explain what it is …love unreturned tell me
4/9, 5:36pm Stacey; lol i caused my strokes because i couldnt cope with what i was doing
4/9, 5:36pm Gary Beer; and
4/9, 5:37pm Stacey; i was unhappy in my marriage but i obviously didnt eexpress that well and i allowed myself to develop feelings for someone else
4/9, 5:37pm Gary Beer; share let’s get over this hump my friend
4/9, 5:37pm Stacey; i told my hausband i didnt love him and then i had strokes 2 weeks later
4/9, 5:38pm Gary Beer; natural feelings in bad relationship
You telling him did not cause this, it was already happening
4/9, 5:40pm Stacey; now my kids are separated 1 with me and 2 with him and i miss them and im so jealous of him sharing them with his girlfriend and i let them down cause i did this and i dont even emember half of it lol
4/9, 5:41pm Gary Beer; you did not create this. Do not let him put that on you. I had the same thing happen to me
4/9, 5:42pm Stacey; no i have to see that my stress of what i was doing caused this, if i did it then i can undo it
i know ill be ok, this is just a hic cup
4/9, 5:43pm Gary Beer; If you had brain issues in the making, not your fault, Your ex should be understanding and not putting guilt upon you. It’s not your Fault
4/9, 5:43pm Stacey; it gets worse haha
all that im dealing with ok, this is where im lost…
4/9, 5:44pm Gary Beer; Yes stress did cause this a very unhealthy relationship almost killed you Not Your Fault
Ok let’s share
4/9, 5:45pm Stacey; i was off with the fairies for 2 years, i didnt cry for 1 year even though my world fell apart lol
4/9, 5:47pm Gary Beer; okay why is that wrong
4/9, 5:47pm Stacey; its hard to explain but that love i felt musta come from the universe cause i was unresposive to reality, but i thought it was this other person that id fallen for
but at first i couldnt even remember him lol
4/9, 5:48pm Gary Beer; Yes is he a physical being
4/9, 5:48pm Stacey; he keeps saying he wants to meet me but then backs out lol its all in my head, none of it was real
sigh lol
4/9, 5:49pm Gary Beer; It is real to you. My it be a thought form not of you
4/9, 5:50pm Stacey; mostly i feel the guilt i put on myself over not being there for my kids, and missing 3yrs of their lives and then ive got this feeling of loss of love which is crazy cause it wasnt real haha
i thought he was my soul mate
i only came back for him
4/9, 5:51pm Gary Beer; who is he
we all have missed are kids my friend as I do right now in loss myself
4/9, 5:52pm Stacey; he lives on the other side of the world from me and we met in a online game years ago, talked on skype etc but never met
4/9, 5:54pm Gary Beer; most likely he was unavailable and you needing to get out of a bad marriage attached to him, normal behavior
4/9, 5:54pm Stacey; yep
4/9, 5:55pm Gary Beer; so now you understand the attachments
Your strokes were already coming out from prior stress for a long time
4/9, 5:57pm Stacey ; yeah, from living a lie, pretending to be happpy when i wasnt
it wasnt a bad marriage, thats what made it hard, i just didnt havethose feelings anymore and id started looking for them elsewhere and i knew that was wrong
4/9, 5:58pm Gary Beer; yes trying to kept your kids safe and in a home
Marriage is a two way street
So you should have tried harder and lost your home
4/9, 6:01pm Stacey; i dont blame anyone thugh i have to take resposibilty, i know that deosnt make me evil, im just sad because i can now comprhend it
i had to move out as it was an army house and im not the member, i dont even remember moving
4/9, 6:02pm Gary Beer; I understand that is enough to feel a lot of emotional pain
4/9, 6:02pm Stacey; its like i woke up in another world even though my body was here
4/9, 6:04pm Gary Beer; I feel your health issues had a lot to do with your disassociation in the relationship.
4/9, 6:04pm Stacey; everything has worked out ok, my kids are happy and healthy, i have a home because the srtokes allowed me to claim my super under disability and i paid most of the loan out
4/9, 6:04pm Gary Beer; You should have been helped through this better from your ex
So do not hold guilt
Let’s move forward in emotional healing
4/9, 6:05pm Stacey; so in the pysical world things are fine, its just this damned emotion that i dunno wot to do with, thats where not thinking is good lol
i think its loss pain?
4/9, 6:06pm Gary Beer; Great a started point lets release this emotional burden
You are doing so good right now right here
4/9, 6:07pm Stacey; i was so full of love, for everyone, i dont know where its gone
4/9, 6:08pm Gary Beer; I understand
It will come back as your brain rewires
But you need to heal your emotional burdens…thought forms…mental tapes
I can help
4/9, 6:10pm Stacey; when i learnt about the ets stuff and us being energy, perhaps even like a battery, i got confused and with god being satan and satan being god i dont know what it all means so i decided to withdraw my energy from the universe cause i dont understand it
4/9, 6:11pm Gary Beer; Fantastic good job
You need to rewire before associations can be formed
4/9, 6:13pm Stacey; im glad it makes sense to you lol
4/9, 6:13pm Gary Beer; You only need Self the You right now until you can control you emotions …thoughts cognitively
Angels love to help for this, I can send help and help clear your emotions if you wish.
but you need not to associate deeply with ideals such as Thoth or other symbols
Not even toward me and my Angels just allow Self to move forward
4/9, 6:16pm Stacey; yes please, though im not sure anything can get in at the moment cause i guess i let fear in, fear of all these unknown spirits and entities, i dont want to let the wrong things in
4/9, 6:17pm Gary Beer; Great thinking I am proud of you owning your own
Hold on to that
You only have to allow self to work toward you nothing else
I do nothing but allow you to move forward nothing else
4/9, 6:20pm Stacey; im not even sure about this universal intellegence thing, it seems to have no concious, its just info from every entity that existed, the god thig more seems to be within us, the subconcious thing that processes info 10,000 time faster than our concious
ok
4/9, 6:21pm Gary Beer; My Angels will not associate with you unless it is positive in your mind, but will still hold you in Love so you can move forward
You again just went off the path
go back to, not attaching thoughts toward you
So let’s try again without emotions of God, just you your Higher self here
4/9, 6:23pm Stacey; i was thinking this week tho that this tactic isnt working lol i need to heal and i need positive to do that, so i if i use that and it feeds something else thats beyond my control and understanding then so be it, i have to heal
4/9, 6:23pm Gary Beer; try again please
4/9, 6:23pm Stacey; ok
4/9, 6:24pm Gary Beer; don’t associate lets heal first my love
4/9, 6:24pm Stacey; heart emoticon
4/9, 6:25pm Gary Beer; Also I Love You …not in love with you. So don’t attach that either to you
4/9, 6:25pm Stacey; ok
4/9, 6:26pm Gary Beer; you need to get mentally healthy before, you move toward any relationship of any kind
4/9, 6:26pm Stacey; youre right, we arent perfect, we are learning as mistakes are one way to learn lol
4/9, 6:27pm Gary Beer; this is another rule you need to follow just for now
4/9, 6:27pm Stacey; yes, i know, i cant let anyone in till i heal
4/9, 6:27pm Gary Beer; Yes and you forgive self-daily, before you can forgive anything else
4/9, 6:28pm Stacey; ok
4/9, 6:28pm Gary Beer; Great, happy to see progress here
4/9, 6:29pm Stacey; lol im one step foward and 3 steps sideway, i always get there in the end, im just taking the scenic route haha
4/9, 6:29pm Gary Beer; Oh I love that saying all good
So lets begin healing
how about it
4/9, 6:31pm Stacey; im lonely cause i dont see anyone much, thats why ive become more vocal in groups but im stiilll learning how to interact with others, i couldnt absorb much even a year ago, the whole world revovled around me and i wanted to come back to the world with others in it
4/9, 6:32pm Gary Beer; Let’s start in wrapping yourself in Pink…self-love
4/9, 6:32pm Stacey; ok ill shut up and listen lol x
ok
4/9, 6:33pm Gary Beer; Nice and thank you,can you imagine yourself in a pink bubble or blanket or cloud up to you
This is about You
4/9, 6:34pm Stacey; i never noticed pink made me feel good lol
4/9, 6:35pm Gary Beer; Good job
Do this at night when you go to bed
4/9, 6:35pm Stacey; yeah the bubbles are hearts haha
4/9, 6:35pm Gary Beer, Excellent you are now associating properly
4/9, 6:36pm Stacey; pink and red heart, i see whem lots on fb, easy to imagine
4/9, 6:37pm Gary Beer; so lets go there now and be in the hearts or bubbles
How does that look
4/9, 6:37pm Stacey, my mind has been blank, im having to replace alot of images because i cant find the old ones in my memory
4/9, 6:38pm Gary Beer, how does that feel
4/9, 6:38pm Stacey; it feels good actually
4/9, 6:38pm Gary Beer; Don’t try just feel from inside…no thinking allowed here
until your brain starts to wire
4/9, 6:39pm Stacey; theyre eveywhere, floating up
i can see them with my eyes open becuase i can see them in the bacl of my mind at the same time
4/9, 6:40pm Gary Beer; I can actually feel your brain injuries super imposed over mine at this moment
Happy for this
4/9, 6:41pm Stacey;reallly? thats cool
4/9, 6:42pm Gary Beer; Eyes wide open, you are moving forward so fast right now
4/9, 6:42pm Stacey; im gunna walk around all day with these bubbles in front of my sight, or behinds them, howevrer it workds
4/9, 6:43pm Gary Beer; one step at a time let’s not get to froggy to soon.,We will get there in a hurry though
4/9, 6:44pm Stacey; so much brain activity here i cant keep up some days and yet other days it feels like ive been treading water for a long time and going nowhere
4/9, 6:44pm Gary Beer; breath I absorb this bubbles into your heart can you do that
4/9, 6:45pm Stacey; yes
4/9, 6:45pm Gary Beer; slow down during those times and start over then
then do so
4/9, 6:46pm Stacey; ok
damn i let fear in didnt i? cause i can feel myslf relaxing now
4/9, 6:47pm Gary Beer; this is self-love, embrace it
no fear here my friend when you are with me
4/9, 6:47pm Stacey; yes youre right
4/9, 6:47pm Gary Beer; not allowed, try again in love of self, nothing else
4/9, 6:48pm Stacey; verything will be ok, im ok your ok the world ok and even if its not, thats ok too, it just is
4/9, 6:49pm Gary Beer; good pattern of thinking, this is how we rewire
4/9, 6:49pm Stacey; and i can handle not ok cause its just another state of being
ok
4/9, 6:50pm Gary Beer; No not yet
4/9, 6:50pm Stacey; yes i dont want to rewire the old shit, that has been worrying me
4/9, 6:50pm Gary Beer, don’t need to go to not ok
4/9, 6:50pm Stacey; ok
4/9, 6:50pm Gary Beer; you don’t need to handle it either
4/9, 6:51pm Stacey; thankyou heart emoticon
i like those bubbles
4/9, 6:52pm Gary Beer; Good let’s try another color true blue it is a medium blue for reference any blue that you like okay, we have purpose here
4/9, 6:53pm Stacey; blue is a ice colour because of the nice things its in like the sky and sea
4/9, 6:53pm Gary Beer; lessons to use
Great job, so lets become blue bubbles now
4/9, 6:55pm Stacey; now i feel free lol
4/9, 6:55pm Gary Beer; happy for you. Freedom in self
4/9, 6:56pm Stacey; birds and fish live in blue skies and water, i can see them there too
4/9, 6:56pm Gary Beer; lets bring those bubble into self through the heart now
Fish and birds are free like you right now
4/9, 6:57pm Stacey; now im not alone as those animals are there too
4/9, 6:57pm Gary Beer; So happy
4/9, 6:57pm Stacey; all mixed together as one
4/9, 6:58pm Gary Beer; Self has many layers
4/9, 6:58pm Stacey; thats really cool thankyou xx
4/9, 6:58pm Gary Beer; but don’t go there today
just allow
Tonight as you go to bed surround yourself in Pink Bubbles
4/9, 6:59pm Stacey; ok
4/9, 7:00pm Gary Beer; When you wake up during your day as you move forward in Self Love
Use blue during your day
see there is method in all madness
4/9, 7:01pm Stacey; ok well its midday here so i guess im swimming and flying lol
4/9, 7:02pm Gary Beer; Nice job Girl so much love of self here, right now
4/9, 7:02pm Stacey; yes, ive learnt that colour is light so each one has its own frequency/vibration
4/9, 7:02pm Gary Beer; For reference it is 7 pm here
yes so true that’s good, but slow down
4/9, 7:03pm Stacey; and light is also information, everything is connected, like the brain looks
4/9, 7:03pm Gary Beer; light and vibration is where we are going
4/9, 7:03pm Stacey; where are you
4/9, 7:04pm Gary Beer; Excellent connections
Excellent brain wiring going on right now
4/9, 7:05pm Stacey; i see the nothingness of space between matter the same way
4/9, 7:05pm Gary Beer; I can feel your brain follow together smoothly right now right here as we heal together right now
Yes nothing actually is everything in time and space, It is okay to be there right now
Nothing can be everything
4/9, 7:08pm Stacey; yes i mightnt undersatnd it all but i see it. i see the patterns and themes everywhere
4/9, 7:08pm Gary Beer; I have some Healing processes a need to start for you
4/9, 7:08pm Stacey; ok
4/9, 7:09pm Gary Beer; See the Patterns So Important For YOU, but be careful where you go
Don’t stray too far from the here and where we are now
Stay here for a few days breathe relax enjoy the Patterns and bubbles
I feel your healing is going to happen fast and soon, as long as you stay within these limits for just now
4/9, 7:12pm Stacey; when i look at thigs from self healing and self growth and chance im the most comfortable, its interacting with others that im lost in, as in beig a paticipant in something like sharing info and stuff, if that makes sense
yes yeare right
4/9, 7:13pm Gary Beer; I work the next 3 days from noon to 8, But I will stay connected
I can do that, just trust
4/9, 7:13pm Stacey; i keep trying to get back out there and be a part of whats going onn rather than focusing on cahnging me
4/9, 7:13pm Gary Beer; If you need me
4/9, 7:14pm Stacey; thankyou heart emoticon
4/9, 7:14pm Gary Beer; reach out through your heart and relax tell I come in
Do not allow anything in right now
4/9, 7:15pm Stacey; youre right, i have to let the good in
4/9, 7:15pm Gary Beer; it will just happen
4/9, 7:15pm Stacey; oh haha ok
oh i have to let it come out dont i
like it was when i couldnt think
4/9, 7:16pm Gary Beer; I miss spoke when I said I will come, I meant I am already connected.
Don’t associate any thoughts or feeling
4/9, 7:17pm Stacey; ok im just going to go hang in those bubbles of yours for a few days, my brain needs a rest like you said
4/9, 7:17pm Gary Beer; only self for now nothing else. As I Start a 4 Cell healing for you. Over the next 3 days also, a process in stages ok
4/9, 7:19pm Stacey; ok
4/9, 7:19pm Gary Beer; Bye for now, ok
You are healing lets continue to do so
4/9, 7:20pm Stacey; thanks heaps for your help, i really appreciate it
hope you sleep welll heart emoticon
4/9, 7:21pm Gary Beer; heart emoticon smile emoticon
Friday
4/10, 4:56am Gary Beer, I slept well last night thank you,hope you did too
I started the 4 cell healing last night, I am very Happy with the outcome of the first step.
Let me tell you how it works. I take 4 perfect cells out of the Pineal Gland. The Pineal holds the blueprint for all organs and functions of the body.
So now I have a perfected blue print of your brain. I take these cells and place them inside your crown chakra. I use Etheric Dolphins for assistance.
Our Dolphin Guides take these cells and spin them at light speed in a circular motion through your body, to affect every cell in the body almost at once but not quite
I can see this happen in real time because I am allowing You to help with the healing.
Last night as we spun these cells through your Brain, every electrical connection was perfectly connected.
Again, I could see and feel this happen. Also, I see to what degree so this has taken place. Your connections were completed 100%
4/10, 5:12am Stacey; heart emoticon thankyou
ive had a nice calm day today
4/10, 5:14am Gary Beer; Now it takes time for this to ingrain into the physical body. I am assisted by Mother Mary, Arc Angel Michael, Arc Angel Gabriel at all times
So Happy for You. You make Me so very Happy
4/10, 5:15am Stacey; funny you should say that because im starting to be able to what all that means xxx
4/10, 5:16am Gary Beer; My Angels make sure that I never over step your highest needs. Take this to Heart. They are with you now as we continue on
Your are Healing My Friend This is true
Good Morning glad to talk to you
4/10, 5:17am Stacey; have a great day, im off to bed soon lol other side of the world thing
4/10, 5:19am Gary Beer; Sleep well after 24 hrs we start the next process my friend Good Night
And remember Pink tonight this is important
Blue when you wake up and during the day
4/10, 5:20am Stacey; yep
4/10, 5:20am Gary Beer; Keep your thoughts to Light sound and patterns as you can
Thank You for allowing me to help
4/10, 5:21am Stacey; i can actually say god bless and not feel uncomforatble hehe
4/10, 5:21am Gary Beer; smile emoticon heart emoticon smile emoticon
The God inside of you is always a blessing
4/10, 5:22am Stacey; because god doesnt belong to religion and just because your not religious doesnt mean you can see or feel it or hear its voice
heart emoticon
4/10, 5:23am Gary Beer; Smiles, don’t attach to closely with voices right now a lot going on
4/10, 5:23am Stacey; i meant the corrut thig that religion is not the religious people
4/10, 5:23am Gary Beer; Sleep well
4/10, 5:24am Stacey; thankyou
4/10, 10:34am Gary Beer; Accept your feelings as they come up and let them go. Go directly to your heart chakra and feel the emotion. Expand it outward to your all your fields and breathe deeply from the belly all the way up to your upper chest. Just feel the feeling and let it evaporate on its own. Don’t direct the emotions at anyone. You are cleaning out your past. Jillian ask your Angels, who are with you right now, to help you release with ease and gentleness. Be grateful that your body is releasing these emotions and not holding onto them inside where they can do harm.
4/10, 10:39am Gary Beer; As we start the next step of clearing your Emotional Body, use the technique above to help if and when any thoughts or feeling come up.
4/10, 5:46pm Stacey; ok
and good morning
4/10, 9:01pm Gary Beer; Good Evening for me Afternoon to You
How are you
4/10, 10:19pm Stacey; great, ive got all my kids here for a week
3:33am Gary Beer; Life is Good
3:51am Gary Beer; Well we are well on are way in completing are main objectives of rewiring your Brain and clearing your Emotional Body. You should be more cognitive today on these respects. If you are following my word structure today then, yes this is true. I am writing in a more complex form to see your understanding at this time. How is your understanding? Are you still using a dictionary as much in the last 24 hrs? Ohhhh forgot to say Good Evening to my great Morning
4:01am Gary Beer; I Last night for me or 6 hrs ago. I removed attached energetic cords, We all have them it is a normal function of the human body interaction of between people, as you may know. In a loving relationship these cords support trust love kindness ect. In a negative relationship, however it may be, it supports control on different levels. If you would like we can discuss the different cords that I found.
4:19am Stacey; hi there. its been a good day, a 2 chats i was in and i was very coherent ooo look another new word lol
4:28amStacey; i understood what you said but i dont know alot about chakras yet,the breating i can do and i divert my thoughts by noticing my breathing, i open my ears and listen to bring me into the here and now, most of what i do or know is is still the basics. letting emotions evaporate isa great way to put it, nice image, i can imagine that. oh i have angels? i hadnt thought of that lol i guess i do dont i
4:43am Gary Beer; Very nice understanding you are doing so well. I am proud and happy for you. Hows your kids my friend
Oh yes, my Angels Michael Mary Gabriel are spending much time in your healing process, I am sure they connected us in some degree…lol
4:50am Gary Beer; Here are 2 examples and you can use google
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kids are great, theyve always been good kids, 14,15 and eldest turns 17 tomorrrow
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i cant see well enough yet to google. i have aprox 10 dead bits of brain in the left front and both sides at the back. my central vision is shattered and its taken 3 years to be able to read in this chat. i have a tiny bit in the middle that i can fit 2 letters in at a time if its the right sixe and thickness, to big and i cant see the whole letter and i have to use peripheral vision. my peripheral vision is awesome now
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off this chat a basically have no central vision, peoples faces are like a jigsaw with every 2nd piece missing, and then the other pieces appear and the first lot disappear
long story but i dont read if i dont have to haha xx
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my sight is like looking through shattered galss, a kaleidescope and a jigsaw all at the same time, with the outside clear as a bell. the middle blurry patch thing is shrinking or the peripheral is epanding, depending how you look at it. its improving still but its slower than the beggining, not much to go now
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Thank You, I bet we can get past these issues. We will try if you are up to it
